Swimming Pools | Kendrick Lamar
What is wrong
with this Allie girl
Dear lawd jesus god bless that child
I’m so used to getting fucked over by douche bags that when a nice guy comes along I push him away & think it’s too good to be true.
A relationship that is in low key, that how relationship last long. yes I just don’t want anyone being in my business, the rumors, gossips around me. I just want my relationship to stay clean and don’t want it to be ruin.
My insecurities get to me. I have so many I can’t even maintain a healthy relationship with anyone. I always think I’m not good enough for someone, or they deserve better. For example my jealousy issues, at first we’re happy and I don’t mind because we’re in the “honeymoon” phase. Then later on, small things like texts, calls, or even hugs start to bug me. The thing is once they really get to me, my ugly side comes out. I can’t help it, but to hide it until I burst.
have you ever seen someone so cute you didn’t even know what to do with yourself like you’re so overwhelmed by how attractive they are that you don’t know how to react and it’s like how even
- didn’t get enough sleep.
- waiting for something to be over.
- don’t have nothing to talk about.
- over thinking/over analyzing a situation.
- upset or worried.
- falling apart.
- or all of the above.